Forever 44

by Celeste Saldivar

For Willie 44,

My Orange-and-Black heart is broken
And yet it is also grateful, knowing
We have been blessed.
Blessed with the presence of
The Gentle Giant for nearly sixty seasons.
Blessed that he called himself a Giant
Proudly. Though he briefly wore different colors
He came home to the Orange and Black.
Born in Mobile, He was a Son of San Francisco.
What he meant to us fans at the windswept ‘Stick
And in later years at the Gem at Third and King
Almost undefinable.
He was hope when we had none.
A touchstone of calm dignity at first, always.
He was gracious to all. To us the Faithful
And to those lucky enough to have known him
He was “what a wonderful man”
“Uncle Willie Mac” and “my pleasure
To have known him” “Gentle Giant,
Sweet man, soft-spoken and humble”
Words from his brothers of the Diamond
Young and old. Voices as one, echoing his kindness.
His dignity and calm gave us pride
Through the glory seasons of the 1960s
And the lean times in his last years.
He was what it means to be a Giant.
Dignity, Calm, Grace, Humility, Strength.
He was all of these words but also a few more:
Joy, he was Joy, that smile always there
In the later years a smile that hid pain
But smiling away, never a complaint.
And Love …
Love for the game he played oh so well
Love for the fans, each one feeling special
Love for the city by the bay that held a place
In his heart.

Generations of Giants (from Bobby Bonds to
Jack Clark to Will Clark to Buster Posey
and local boy Brandon Crawford)
learning what it was to
Be a Giant from the Gentleman himself.
Always so giving, never complaining.
44 forever etched in our hearts and memory
We are heartbroken tonight,
But we are also blessed because
He was a part of our lives for so long.
Ever present at the Gem
On the corner of Third and King.
Our hearts are heavy, but his spirit
Is now light, unbound and running free
He will remain Forever Giant.

Can Baseball Save Us? An Ode to 18 Innings

by Raphael Badagliacca

Aristotle reminds us
That time is relational, like space
Which is always defined by what’s in between
The things that happen to be in place
All around us.
Try moving the furniture in a room
And see how different the space feels,
Except with time the things are events,
Like Nunez hitting that squibber down the first base line,
Or diving into the stands to bring an errant ball back into play.
Sure there is a clock somewhere
Precisely tracking the minutes and the hours,
But it just doesn’t matter
On this field of play,
Nor in the one on which we live,
Else how can the action on the screen
Transport you back to the thrill of the day
You put on your first baseball glove,
Where is the linear tick-tock in all of that?
For sure, there are ends
And new beginnings
But sometimes there are nine
And sometimes there are eighteen innings
And you root for your team
And I root for mine
But there is something transcends all of this
Easier to see on remarkable days like this
Despite our differences
Time tells us we are all in the game
We all root for the game
In the important things,
We are all the same.

 

Red Sox 8, Astros 6, or Here’s the Catch

by Raphael Badagliacca

This was a game of catches
And misses that were catches
Of a flight whose arc
Did but did not leave the park

Of a ball that maybe maybe might
Fall fast enough
To elude the relentless intent
Of leather to end the night.

 

Season’s End

by Raphael Badagliacca

For Cubs and Yankees fans

Now that all the days have passed
And all the innings found their way
Into the scorecard archive of the sky

And all the might have beens
Transformed to everlasting almosts
On the warning track of memory

Let’s not forget the ball is round
Like the seasons,
And Spring will bring
Back the sound of bat on ball,
And sometimes not, which is also a sound.

 

A Cards Fan, I

By Alan P. Rudy

A Cards fan, I
These playoffs
I decry

The Rockies collapse,
Cleveland implodes,
The Braves, too young,
NY and Boston hung.

Oh, now wait,
Two nights went right,
Oct. 1st and 2nd…
Good night